Sabtu, 12 Maret 2016

2016

It's been 3 years, it's a rough & tough years for me..

But I have so much countless blessing and love from all people around me.

And fast forward my story after throughout the saddest day in my life, finally I'm back to my "ordinary" live.

I got a new job with the best boss I ever had plus a good team colleague,
I got a good environment with a good new friends (actually I felt that I just got a lot of sister's =)
and in February 14, 2015 I got a nephew from my very best friend.
I got a new revelation, a new knowledge in life.
And I'm so grateful to have those experience...

Past this several years, I never been so sad because of something until this drama come to me.
1 of my coworkers said a painful words to me and those words really hurt me so bad until I can't hold my tears. D*mn! Right now I'm at office, working as adult, need to console my hurt feelings soon as possible, and I hate crying in front of people!

So That day I ran into washroom, try to hold it up but it end up with a burst of tears.
I stay around 20 mins on washroom, try to console and convince my self that kind of words will not make me down. Then I take a bold step to came out, wash out my face and look into mirror, then I found out that my eyes and nose are literally so red. Ouugghhh!

Then I decide to take a walk for a while, but every time I'm passing someone, they're look puzzled on me. OMG it's an embarrassing moment for me.

Yeappp, what I've been through it taught me to become more tough as person, well I guess it's not a secret any more when you need to be responsible to your self, think everything in your life by yourself, and face every moment with your own foot, those kind of thing will made you become more independent yet a very stubborn person.=B


Cheers,


Stubborn woman^^